Now time for some more ramblings. The whole past year of 2008 is a heck of a ride. I was trying my best come up with one word to best describe it but evidently I cannot even utter a word. I can't deny that I've been drowned with so many emotional turmoil keep on crashing me down every now and then. But as I was told with the help of divine intervention I manage to take everything in like having the toughest skin as ever. Who am I to say that I would still be here, living the best days of my life.
Speaking of goals, I've never been a believer of goals lately as well as promises. I don't know why I have said that. After all these years having to laid out the lists of the things I should have, could have and would have to do; it just makes me a little disappointed because no matter what I do things never goes out on my way. Call me anything as the worst-person-in-the-world being so pessimistic at times. But it's just the way it is. No better and no worse.
Pretty much I've been living the life less traveled by so many people my age. I'm on my early twenties but it feels like I'd already live a lifetime. So many issues in my health, myself and family come along the way which I can't believe another year has passed, still the raining doesn't stop. When it will stop? Who knows?
Anyway, despite having said that I'm forever be grateful to what I call my life's gains and pains. This is what makes me go on everyday. It spiced up the redundant same routine which I was born to live through, I guess. I don't know. There are still so many things I really love to do, more friendships to cultivate, more experiences to write, more lenses to accomplish, more inspiring thoughts to think about, and more blessings to count.
Life is not knowing having to change but making the most of it. Delicious ambiguity!
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