I hate you PMS!

So, is this how it feels to be a girl? Lately, it's this PMs thing that no one can ever understands. Human nature for sure that is. I guess, I'm just sick and tired of being sick and tired pretty much it goes more like that around today.

But that doesn't mean it's an enough reason for to leave some writing on pending. Glad I'd have some biscuit crackers and a cup of coffee to count on.

Okay, enough of too much bawling of tears.

Praying for a more blessed week ahead.

xoxo

Marching March Madness

Here you go Marching March Madness.

I say madness because summer has officially started here in the tropics. It's been a scorching hotness about 32 C is the warmest average daily temperature somehow too much heat really sucks. Just imagine that happened everyday. My head is just a little too dizzy from a sudden nap this afternoon which I totally regretted by the way.

I swear to myself it won't happened again. Now my body clock has gone back to its usual staying late night hours for working some stuff online at the same time playing around the social media stuff. So, that makes me so pumped up and trying to forget all the dramas and chaos of the daily life. Pretty much the day has gone by like the day it was yesterday.

Basically, that's the picture. I'm glad there's Mom, the cats and the dogs to stand by my side whatever goes through me at the end of the day.

Yes, I've been good at multitasking lately.

Feels like it was one of those days when you can't get over yourself a task and starting out other task again at the same time.

To me it was pouring all your energy into something that can be worthwhile for you in the end and sometimes it doesn't matter. It is more like hoping against hope that everyday is a new day. You can always get a new start to whatever you haven't done finishing the other day.

Carpe diem or simply known as the art of seizing the day.

Now I'm pretty much stuck with some fun art to do on Zazzle, writing a few lenses on Squidoo as well as catching up a new favorite TV show series and a Meryll Streep movie marathon today. She's a such versatile actress.

I'm thinking of writing some movie reviews next time. I forgot about that.

Well, it is never too late.

Here's to the heat of the summer days!

xoxo

Thoughts in a Song.

 

I'm feeling a bit Adele fever right there. 

Faith. Hope. Moving On.

When there are so many uncontrollable events going on in our life, we never cease to turn into our faith and hope. It seems that these two are inseparable most especially in crucial times. Faith makes us believe more than ever that there exist a divine purpose to whether good or bad that is happening to us. In the case of hope, it pushes us to our limits to trust on our faith even for the things beyond our human minds can decipher.

But still at the end of the day, our everyday conditions lingers it's up to us on how to deal with it whether to control or be controlled by the situation.

How I wish I can easily accept the fact that things really worked that way. Sometimes you own it and sometimes you don't.

To be continued....

Random thoughts on being 26.

Being twenty six is not scary after all. The word not scary after all is too much to say as an understatement so don't get me wrong. When I was about six years old, I was told by some doctors that when I reached the age of ten I won't be able to walk again and there's a genetic bone disorder which is progressing in my system. It was the same old weary story that I have to live through until today.

I knew through it that I was born unique and special. Life was pretty much a struggle and it always been ever since. I almost got to the point where I self pity almost everyday of my life and frown at the things I wasn't capable of doing. It was terrible. I feel terribly sorry today for living into the shadows for such a long time due to the fact that I couldn't accept myself as I am. I guess, we all go through these phases of madness as we confront what life has to offer.

It is really indeed, life is full of surprises. Sometimes, it will caught you off guard being the person as you are towards certain issues you have deal with because you simply have no choice and it always seems to work that way.

Now I'm trying to let things go as it is because it is the only way I can freed myself from these chains of barriers that overshadowing myself and to the outside world. I know it always been easier said than done but I knew I am capable of doing it as the time goes by. Its just putting yourself in a best foot forward everyday hoping that it is going to be much brighter and hopeful than the last time.

I am true believer of second chances in life as long as you are living through what it really means rather than swearing things and you're pushing yourself to become the person you ought to be. I still need a lot of things change by the way of my thinking, developing enormous patience towards others and most especially not losing faith because for sure there's going to be a lot of hurtful things to be thrown on me in this life in the near future.

Now I'm gratefully praying for a more braver hearts and a few tears so I can go on everyday through this life like everyone else.

So, thanks to all who had been and still part of my life whether you had given me joy, sorrow and tears because that made me who I am today.

Me at 26 with a new spankin' haircut!

It's a Cat's World right here!

Today's subject matter is all about CATS.

So, if you're not a cat person you'll probably won't appreciate this post.

Meet Macha and Blanket. 

Say hello to Jeremy.. I must say, he's one of
those adventurous cat I ever known.

Poor Kun-kun! He looks a bit sick today.. he become so nauseous and looking
so teary eyed.. I suspect he got injured from a cat fight last night
somewhere in our neighborhood.

Like they say, a home is not a house without these furry creatures! I can't stop smiling while taking these pictures on a typical random day like today. I've been trying to meet certain goals for this coming months in my online work mostly with Squidoo and certain blog sites. Though there are days like these when it seems like there's nothing going remarkable at the end of the day.

Good grief.

xoxo

Busy days.

Busy days are here. Seems like everyone has their own thing going on with their lives this time of the year.

Once again, I'm stuck from being SAD or what you may call it as Seasonal Affective Disorder though from time to time I tried to muster up everything in. I guess, it does happens to a lot of people lately. It usually come like some sort of an aftermath after a series unexpected events happens in your life from the past few years. Passing of a loved one. Disappointments and failures. Ir-repairable family ties. Sometimes, it comes into a long process of grieving and healing until everything subsides into acceptance. As for the most part, life is about kicking ass figuratively speaking. Yes, it does goes on as well.

But don't get wrong. I'm totally grateful for all the things I can do as of this very moment. It is something like a gift to be treasured as time goes by. I learned by through embracing all your imperfection there lies inner happiness that no one can take that away. It just so hard to live up to anyone's expectations and I'm not trying to.

So, where do these rants coming from?

Coming of age. Well, that's a different story.