A glimpse in the life, inner thoughts, musings and ramblings of a person living with a rare bone disease called "Idiopathic Carpotarsal Osteolysis" -- I wonder, what made you come here. I don't know what I'm doing here either. Anyway, we shall see where this blog is heading. I am nothing but ordinary...
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Don't worry I'm positively somewhere
Yay! Finally I just got my blog template tweak for some reasons I found the eagerness to do so while being caught in the middle of an inevitable frustration in my everyday life. How true it is when you are being confronted with some kind of stress as in "Stinking Terrible Rotten End of the System Syndrome" you got nothing to do but to make the most out of the situation, sometimes you boldly embrace it and the best way is to deal with it. It is something out of every human being by nature to find the possible way to get your mind out positively somewhere.
I don't know.
I'm not still at ease with myself as for the moment I become stable when it comes to my mood I feel very less like me. As much as possible I don't want to be secure as if come what may. For so many times, I did tried to linger on something I can hold on to somehow pretending I'm not part of the madness. Sadly, I am part of this so-called madness I just can't ignore. A reality I never dare to take against myself. Though I know to myself I can't stay like this forever like the passing of the day, maybe this too shall pass!
Maybe. Who knows?
Maybe that's the reason why I'm here pouring out my thoughts and all my cares. Pretty soon, things will be over and maybe just maybe I'll just laugh about it. Sometimes, when I cared too much it is often mistaken as if I worried too much. There is no doubt about that. So, why care?
Anyway, of all the colors I should have chosen I chose the more earthy shades basically it's the perfect color mood for my blog. With a little help from my ever computer nerd middle sister I did pretty well. Thanks to her. Having to learn the two Blogger version you can't just download, paste and edit the template as fast as you'd like. Voila!
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