I'm gonna make it mine. Yes, I'll make it all mine! [Jason Mraz]

Just heard this song for a couple of times on a random playlist. I just thought to posr this as a perfect jump start more like a motivation to stop myself from procrastinating most of the time.

I don't know why I am easily got tired of working on some of my online projects and that just makes me wanting more to sleep. Though don't get me wrong life is pretty much has been good to me all through these years.

I just feel blessed that I'm still here doing the things I truly love amidst the all the difficulties to work on the things I really needed instead of wanting it.

Who said it would be that easy? I should have known and yet I'm still learning my way to get there and grasp the fruits of labor that I worked on in the past 3 years of working online and maintain that level of sanity! :)

Wake up everyone
How can you sleep at a time like this
Unless the dreamer is the real you

Listen to your voice
The one that tells you
To taste past the tip of your tongue
Leap in, the net will appear

I don't wanna wake before
The dream is over
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes I, I know it

I'm gonna make it mine
Yes I'll make it all mine

I keep my life on a heavy rotation
Requesting that it's lifting you up, up, up and away
And over to a table at the Gratitude Cafe

And I am finally there
And all the angels they'll be singing
Ah la la la, ah la la la
I la la la la love you

I don't wanna break before
The tour is over
I'm gonna make it mine
Yes I, I'll own it

I'm gonna make it mine
Yes I'll make it all mine

And timing's everything
And this time there's plenty
I am balancing
Careful and steady
And reveling in energy that everyone's emitting

Well I don't wanna wait no more
Oh I wanna celebrate the whole world
I'm gonna make it mine
Oh yes I'm following your joy

I'm gonna make it mine
Because I, I am open
I'm gonna make it mine
That's why, I will show it

I'm gonna make it mine
Gonna make it mine
Oh mine
Yes I'll make it all mine

Examine me and know my disquieting thoughts...

Once again, it's Saturdays. I always love the weekends like this. Who wouldn't love it, anyway? But not the weather.

Feels like it's one of those days when it seems that you haven't got the nerve to get up and you just want to stay in bed the whole day. Just blame it on the weatherman!

(Photo via Katalinaa)
Search through me, O God, and know my heart.
Examine me, and know my disquieting thoughts,

And see whether there is in me any painful way,
And lead me in the way of time indefinite.
-Psalm 139:23-24

Someone just randomly tweet asking, "where in the world are YOU today?" In case you might be wondering... News Flash: I've haven't got new stories to tell. Nothing pretty much at all. I've got nothing much to say except I'm not satisfied tweaking this header blog theme every now and then. It looks as though everything doesn't fit in. I was thinking of a classy font that goes my theme sadly I'm still unsuccessful.

Other than that, I'm stuck somewhere no better and no worse. I think that's best way to describe it. So far life is great. Would you believe that?

Probably, it's a good thing not to sweat for the little things. There are moments we just have to learn how to take things as it is. Easier said than done, I know. I've been through it and you are too. Most of the time I'm having a a hard time to reminding myself all over again...

Today's Self Mantra: "No one can take away my peace."

random musings

So many things still going on in my head right now can't find its way out. It is some sort of a feeling I tend to disregard for a couple of times. It pushes me away into a limit of something I didn't expected. There are things I should have learned to live from now on and I'm pretty sure it's not going to be easy after all the things are said and done. I'm tired. I'm restless as I can ever be. I'm freaking out with every little things as far as I'm concern. I'm totally out of the loop. Pretty much I'm a bit of everything. This emotional blackmail continues to unravel until it is taking it's toll on me. No. I'm not even giving up and I'm not even halfway through this journey.

Everything is just actually starting ever since I wake up. How can you be fully awake when you're actually not even asleep? How can you forget the things you really want to forget? How can you make a move when you haven't cross the line? How can you say you know me but you haven't see me? How can you say you'll be there if you haven't been here? How can you talk when you can't say nothing at all? How can it stop when it's actually just starting? How can I finish when I haven't been started? How can I let go when it's not yet fully over?

Complexities mostly come up to me everyday. It goes and it goes like a myriad sets of patterns and questions people often don't care of answering. Sometimes, it doesn't make sense to them. That's why they don't care. Good times.