Showing posts with label nonsense. Show all posts
Showing posts with label nonsense. Show all posts

Thursday, August 4, 2011

20 Q's

I guess, it's the time of the year again when it feels like nothing much new ever happens to me though I know how much this world is fast pace and ever changing. Pretty much things worked that way at times. I should have known better. Anyway just for the sake of having to do something I have to answer these questions. Sorry.

1) When you were a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?
My earliest memory is wanting to be a doctor. I grew up spending most of my time with the hands of my ever friendly medical specialist who would do nothing but to check if I'm still capable of a medication nor if there's progress in my medical case. Now I need to buried that long time dream of mine as I am incapable to do that duties physically.

2) What have you done in the past week to help someone else?
Nothing.. I can't think of right now. I'm a terrible person believe it or not.

3) Who is the best dressed person you know?
Probably, my sisters and cousins.. I'm surrounded by a lot of beautiful people who dressed in their everyday fashion sort of way.

4) What is on your nightstand?
a decorative plastic sunflower on a vase, a glass of water, a stack of books, air freshener, sticky note of the list to-do, tv remote control... lots of stuff.

5) If you were a cat, what kind of cat would you be?
Probably, I would want to be cuddly, playful and cute and grumpy like Macha used to be.

6) If you lived in a house surrounded by acres of trees, what particular type of tree would you want flourishing on your land?
I'm very much a Pinoy so I want some narra trees planted in the areas of my house.

7) What do you find to be very overrated?
Relationships.

8) How many email addressed do you have?
Two. The first one I created since high school.. and the second one is where I use in a more serious stuff like squidoo, social networking and etc.


9) Have you ever felt replaced?
Yes, at times. It really happens.

10) Would rather watch football or baseball?
I don't think so.

11) Name a lyric from the song you're listening to.
You by the light you're the greatest find in the world full of wrong you're the thing that's right... lss

12) What is the wallpaper on your phone?
a randomize pre-installed wallpaper

13) Do you use a feed reader?
Google reader but not that often.

14) What chocolate do you always leave in the box?
I'm not that particular with chocolates.. anything that is available. Choconut, Cloud 9, pretty much the local brands.

15) What would you do if you found out your ex is engaged!
Wow. Pretty much that is the worse situation to be into. Since I've never been ever. I probably will not get in touch with him.

16) Do words hurt you?
Yes, it is most of the time.

17) Are you a talker or a listener? Is it ever possible to really be both?
I always try my best to do both.. Though I am more of a talker at times when needed but I tried to listen because it is where you can learn more about people and their stories.

18) Have you ever walked on a beach at night?
Yes, I did. It was on a Congregation outing almost 6 years ago.

19) Who is your favorite professional athlete?
Of course where my hommies are, it's Manny Pacquiao.. He knows how to play the game inside and outside the ring..

20) Which TV show have you seen pretty much every episode of?
There's a lot.. House MD, Grey's Anatomy, Glee, NCIS, Bones.. I'm a couch potato.

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Methinks Currently


listening to: "Sigh No More by Mumford and Sons.. I just recently discovered the band..

thinking: trying not think too much.

wishing: I lived on the beach...ha!

feeling: just recovered from a bad day.

wanting: to be less a little needy..


wearing: colorful floral printed pajamas and a pink tees

hoping: to sleep real soon.

enjoying: online work..

needing: not much really but a little patience I guess.

weather: 27 C.. much better not too warm or cold..

wondering: why I can't get enough of blogging at this late.. I'm supposed to be sleeping.

Let me do this again tomorrow. :)

Thursday, May 26, 2011

breaking away from the monotony

Or should I say breaking away from the PAST and LET Go...

As I am writing this all the thoughts from the past years of experiences and battles seems coming through again in my head. It haunts me as it is forever be a part of me. Somewhere in this dark, cold and dump solitary confinement I had found the surest comfort that I could possibly find as well as hoping against hope that there’s got to be more to life than this. And it always caught me off guard.



Glad I’ve already gone through those years when it feels like everything is in a blur. Somehow the thing I called “madness” is eventually under control. I’m still the same small person in a little more tolerable on how life will throw at me at the end of the day. People can be disappointing at times or neither have I tended to overlook my own shortcomings on either way. I guess we all do have that baggage we still can’t let go. So did I.

Sometimes, I wish to wake up as a different person the next day. Wishing I can do all the things that life withholds in the past few years that is being snatch from me.

You may call it past grievances. I grieve for the lost time. I grieve for the years. I grieve for having this limitation. I grieve for the pain I cause while I’m finding my way in believing in myself that eventually I can put the pieces back together and work on my recovery. I grieve for one person who contributes to my well being that passed away years ago but it always brings back the smile to my face knowing the legacy he has left. I guess, there will come a person in our life maybe a stranger, an old familiar face, possibly a loved one who will inspire you and change your life forever not necessarily in a romantic manner.

That is why how they say; people come and go but those you find special always find a way to stay in heart...